I sit here in prison and look back over my life. The wild and crazy ride my life has been. I have stated before that my daughter is by far the greatest accomplishment I have ever taken part in. When I see her take her journey through life it's like watching a smaller, younger version of me. I take pride knowing my blood pumps through her veins. No one can take that away from me.
My little girl graduated this month. I didn't do that. My mother wasn't able to see me walk because I was expelled my senior year. I'm now in prison and wasn't able to see my daughter graduate, but my mom did. Mom say and saw her granddaughter walk in her cap and gown. This is one of those times that is indeed priceless. Whether she knows it or not, my little girl just gave my mom and special memory. I asked my mom to be my eyes and ears and to take pictures and bring me as close to the action as she could.
I have a great relationship with my daughter. She knows I love her and that I'm proud of her. The thing that scares me most is that I have two and half years here. I told her the other day on the phone that I worry some boy will come along and steal her time away from me. She laughed.
I have this dream she will still want to spend time with me when I get home. That I can somehow take back all the lost years. Perhaps I can give her back all those years I wasn't there in her life. One thing is certain.... I'll spend the rest of my life cheering her on and being her biggest fan.
Being your daddy is the greatest gift God ever gave to me, Taylor. You move me to be the best man I can be. To never do wrong and to never have to leave again. I love you from the bottom of my heart and always will. Congratulations little lady! You make me proud.
Your biggest fan,
Your dad
